So What took you almost 30 years to understand?

While I was in Heaven, I had massively downloaded the vast reservoir of knowledge of Home. Unknowingly, I had stored this inf0rmation in my unconscious. As my consciousness began to try to unravel it all, it became confounded.... like solving a Rubic's Cube blindfolded. I "knew" that I knew something astounding.... but I had no idea of what it was that I knew. Bits and pieces.... when put together improperly.... can lead to delusi9ns..... particularly religeous delusions.
And to add to the confusion, this "Tree" of knowledge" is not withoug it's thorn. For thousands of years, man has attempted to harvest knowledge from the Tree.... by potions, by meditations and such.... for thousand of years man has sought this knowledge for supernatural power.. In ancient Greece it was called the "Thorn of the Flesh." It simply meant that the diviners of the time most ofter interpreted the knowledge falsely. The "thorn" twisted the truth of the Tree.

What was in the Light?

I had already experienced a gentle wave of Love, but this was a thousand times stronger. I'm over using the term "boundless" here, but that's what it was. Infinitely boundless Love and Understanding. The "light" is God.
And this is the point where I felt myself to be returning to my body. I'd never thought of my body as a container, separating me and restraining me from Home, and it brought with it a sense of "aloneness" that is foreign to Home. I tried to resist returning to physical life.... I so loved it at Home. At that moment, I felt a tear falling down my cheek and when I went to brush the tear away..... I felt my face to be smiling.